Unrulyliar08's Journals

n a emotionally unstable state

my head is cloudy

my heart isnt there

my depression surrounds me cuz he dont even care.

i dnt wanna be here

i just dnt wanna live

the only thing i should need is me and my kid....

BUT I DONT I WANT HIM BACK.

So i love kara! lol

hey KARABEAR, i love you sooo muchs! ur so cool and super gorgeous.

ur my awesome bestie frrend.

xoxoxoxox- krissyboo

well i have big news...lalalalalalala

So for any of you who dont know.. i am going to have a baby!

im soo excited but also scared cuz i broke my mothers heart. =[

if anyone wants updates or can give me advice.

message me or comment me

much love ♥

KRiiSTAL

PETE WENTZ PETE WENTZ PETE WENTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O MY FUCKIN GAW I SAW PETE WENTZ ON JUNE 19TH 2007. IN REAL LIFE IN PERSON WHICH IS WHAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED. HE WAS SOOOOO CLOSE TO ME. IM SO EXCITED I STILL CANT SLEEP.

YEAH FOR ME!!!!!

NEW THINGS N MY LIFE

well i dont think im going to be going out with the guy i wanted too. which really sux cuz he wants my perfect guy. anyways i got bigger problems going on. i dont wanna get into the details but if any of my best, closest && dearest friends wanna know bout it message me && i'll tell you.

peace hugs kisses && ♥

So....who all ♥♥ me??

[[IF]] you truly love me as a friend or something more than plz let me know. cuz as of right now i dont feel loved at all. just tell me who you are && say anyhting you wanna.

Love you all, Kristal

notes r screwed

ny notes r messed up so send messages if u wanna talk.

much love

ABOUT ME!!!

Full Name: Kristal Chlaine McKnight

Age: 17

Brithdate:Jan 13 1990

Birthplace:Palestine TX

Current Location: Jacksonville TX

Heritage: white

Religion: christian

School: JHS

GPA: ?????

Grade: 11th

Tatoos: none yet

Piercings: ears more to come

Hair Color: brown

Eye Color: hazel

Height: 5 ft

Shoe Size: 5 or 6

Favorites

Food: chicken pizza mexican && chinese

Beverage: tea

Pop: coca-cola

Movie: purple rain

TV Show:FRIENDS

Ice Cream: chocolate

Restaurant: idk

Sport:dance

Hangout Spot: my house

Store: barnes&&nobles

Book: nick & norahs infinite playlist

In a Guy/Girl

Eye Color: idc

Hair Color: idc

Long or Short: long

Height: taller than me

Personality: very important

Hot or Cute: hot

Age: 16& up

Muscular or Skinny: idc

This or That

Family Guy/South Park: south park

Cartman/Kenny: kenny

Peter/Stewie: stewie

Pepsi/Coke: coke

Sprite/7-Up: sprite

Mountain Dew/Red Bull: mountain dew

School/Church: school

Love/Money: both

Homework/Test: test

Movie at Home/Movie in Theater: movie at home

Comedy/Romance/Horror: all 3

Pants/Shorts: pants

Summer/Winter/Fall/Spring: summer

Christmas/End of the School Year: end of school

Warm/Cold: warm

Italian/Chinese: both

Love Life

First Love: Brandon Holman

Longest Love: Brandon Holman

Person you like now: ummm....

Do you believe in the one: yes

Do you believe i love at first sight: yes

First thing that comes to mind

School: friends

Banana: yellow

Apple: good

Red: color

Winter: bulls***

Church: sing

TV: watch it

Food: hungry

Pop: umm

Cat: furry

Magazine: great

Miscellaneous

Bedtime: whenever

Bed Size:twin

Have you smoked: yes

Have you drank: yes

Been stoned: no

Last movie you watched: i dun member

Last song you heard: call me whne ur sober

Last person you talked to: my lil sis

Last thing you said: bye

Last thing you ate: lean pocket

Why are you taking this survey: so ppl will know bout me

27 questions

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? ugh how ugly!

2. How much cash do you have on you? 15 dollars

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST" MESS!!

4. Favorite planet? earth doih!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? no missed calls

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? none

7. What shirt are you wearing? gray s-strap

8. Do you "label" yourself? nope

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing. none

10. Bright or Dark Room? bright

11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey? huh??

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? none

15. Where is your nearest 7-11? in a different town

16. What's a saying that you use a lot? OMG

17.Who told you they loved you last? jorge

18. Last furry thing you touched? my cat

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? none boi

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? none

21. Favorite age you have been so far? 17

22. Your worst enemy? ugh sarah joseph

23. What is your current desktop picture? my bestie friend jp

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? im bored

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? fly

26. Do you like someone? yes

27. The last song you listened to? call me when ur sober

POEM: Picture of You

In the corner of the room

there is a picture of you,

dusty and old

but it still looks like you.

every morning before school

i walk past it,

and look at you

it helps always remind me of you.

rememebering all the memories

outr talks ad times together,

especially the day

you said we would be together forever.

but now the only thing

left of me and you,

is myself; my body

and this picture of you.

my life is good

and friends are great,

but until we are together

my heart will ache.